I Need To Post

I feel sick.. I need to let this out... This past 2 days has been emotionally draining.. God had been convicting me about many things.. and my rebellious sinful self decided to go against Him...

I feel sick.. I feel like vomiting.. Yes, I think this is the effect of sin... I feel sick.. Knowing so well that God loves me and only desires the best for me; and yet I still decided to sin against Him...

God's love and sin does not go well together.. God loves me so much.. and I feel sick because i sinned against Him..

i am nothing..

only by His grace..